Happy Father's Day

Well today is my husband's first father's day(the dog counts but a real father's day)To make things worse I am traveling and can't be there with my husband-he is alone going to visit his daughter by himself. I feel horrible. I did buy him a World's Greatest Dad balloon that I will have blown up when I get home plus a frosted cookie that says Dad. I just feel horrible I can't be with him. Today is already going to be difficult. Another first we will make it through.

Madeline,
Mommy and Daddy miss you everyday
We love you and are so proud of you!!
all our love princess,
mom and dad!!

Does Anyone Else Have These Feelings

I'm so happy for all the mommy's that have welcomed their rainbow babies safetly into the world, but I feel like it will never happen for me and Matt. We tried for 2 1/2 yrs. for our precious madeline and I guess I have no confidence that it can happen w/o the help of medicine. I just wish my precious Madeline was with me and that when the time comes she could meet her brother's or sister's.

Happy 7 Month Birthday Princess!!

Mommy and Daddy love you so much princess!!

Summer begins without my baby

I had so many plans for sweet Madeline this summer. She was going to go visit her great-grandmother in Chicago, go visit the land of Lincoln etc. I know she is with my in spirit but it isn't the same. Madeline mommy misses you so much. I love you.

Happy 6 month birthday princess!!

My beautiful daughter would be 6 months today!!!

Mommy and Daddy miss you so much Madeline<3

Watch What You Say!!

Ok, so this weekend I was shopping with mom at Bath and Body Works and the lady in the store was speaking with a co-worker about how excited she is about mother's day next Sunday with her new born. I feel like she just knew that she was purposefully trying to jab me in the heart with her comments. I mean I feel like there should be some kind of sign and people should watch what they say. I know that this is a completely ridiculous request, but it makes me feel better. I hope MD is not as hard as I'm making it out to be.

I miss you Madeline
xoxoxo Mom

Missing Madeline

I'm very proud of myself that I have entered the world of blogging. I have been wanting to find ways to honor Madeline, and I thought to myself I have never blogged in my life maybe I should start. Here goes...