Saturday, June 12, 2010

Does Anyone Else Have These Feelings

I'm so happy for all the mommy's that have welcomed their rainbow babies safetly into the world, but I feel like it will never happen for me and Matt. We tried for 2 1/2 yrs. for our precious madeline and I guess I have no confidence that it can happen w/o the help of medicine. I just wish my precious Madeline was with me and that when the time comes she could meet her brother's or sister's.


  1. Every moment, every hour, every day, every week... Hugs to you. It is not an easy path we are on. Glad I have others to share the horrible pain.

  2. You're not the only who has felt that way. I've heard other moms express those same sentiments. It feels so far out of reach. But then I've seen them get their happy ending. It can happen!

  3. I felt this way, too. Even when I was pregnant I didn't think the outcome would be a good one. It is hard to think that anything ever good will happen again with all that we've been through. I have faith for you. xo