Well today is Madeline's 11 month birthday. I can't believe in a month she will be 1 year. I can't believe a year is coming up so soon. I can't believe it. I don't want it to come. On top of having my birthday the day before, this isn't what I wish for my birthday-to not have my baby to hold and celebrate with. This sucks!! Can I get through this without her? Madeline, mommy misses you so very much!! I love you sweet girl-Happy 11 month birthday!!!